Ok, I’m back once again. Some of my family read the last post and didn’t think it quite reflected where I’m always at. It’s a hard thing to admit, that you’re not yet as strong as you wish you were, but its important that it happens because then you can start working on it. I finally did, and while falling into a bit of a deeper depression for a while, which I’d already been going through after a particularly serious hospital visit 2 months ago, I’ve also felt the urge to get up off my ass and throw my corpse at a few activities.
It seems to be working, as my energy is improving. I’ve mostly been focusing upon photography and a new diet I’ve started called the specific carbohydrate diet. I’ll be seeing a therapist as soon as one can see me but in the meantime these activities seem to be pumping a bit of fuel into body and at the very least, are keeping me distracted from depression. I’ll explain more about both in further posts very soon and hopefully I’ll be posting some pictures. And if I can make writing on this blog another one of my activities maybe I’ll have some readers to check those photos out…
